what if the love i have now does end up being temporary? i don’t want to forget how it feels. it’s consuming and grand and cradles me in its warm arms…
i start to think about what it'd be like if i didn't know you and tears start to brim my eyes but then you hug me and i'm reminded that that isn't even reality and all those worries melt away.
i'm not really sure why i’m fantasizing about an End that has no signs of coming… i'm used to seeing the end of things before they even really begin, but i think that’s one of my long-time habits that i need to abandon.
ephemeral or eternal, it doesn't really matter.
for now i just know that i love you, and that is enough.